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Monday, 8 December 2014

Keeping Positive !!!

Funny, how small inuendoe's can unravel a bucket of emotions, seemingly so 'far ' away !!! Today, I moan ! Today I am unaccepting of my condition !!, today I hate the ever forthcoming' of positive slogans, which in theory are to make me less bitter and twittered ! Today I hate life !!!! Today , !!! Is my biiiiiiiaaaaaaatttch day !

Having spent the majority of the weekend in negotiations with full times and double up's !, via- ing for my attention ! All looking for the right's and wrong's of everyday care ! I hate it !!! But, a nessesary evil, needed to be sorted. Too much testosterone and too little care ! Not an option to explore at the moment, but an option open to me and the care company !!!!! I off load this morning with the care company !

Gotta give it to them - sympathetic, yet firm ! New approach ! Haul them all together, lay down the ground rules again..... Awaiting care companies email, which will be handed out to the two different teams ! No longer meals on my wheels, no longer copious amounts of coffee, milk, etc etc etc. I hate this condition, but it is the only one I have to deal with at the moment !

Care company, sympathetic, but now understand where I am coming from ! If any of the carers want to leave, let them go immediately !! I hate this, but in order to be in control of your destiny in ' Finding my Legs Again ' This has to happen.

As per my previous blogs, these people are ' Not ' my friends !!! Gotta get that into my noodle ! Sooo with a release on life, I go forward in treating as such ! Hard, but real !

As such, I had asked for a replacement for a 24/7. Without any interview, and the agencies full honesty, a Polish lady began today ! A little brash on the English, but seems to know what she is doing ! Valentina is her name, and she takes over full custody tomorrow - Trust and Believe is what I have bases the replacement with ! 

 I simmer down to a cold glass of PG, looking at the railway line , and trust in tomorrow !!

Love you all, and as always.........sent with ongoing health. Xx

G.

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